Don't Quit My Day Job.............. or Ann's Healthus Frustratus
So this week’s theme is: I have had to come to terms with the fact that if I had a regular day-job I would be disabled and unable to work. Being self employed covers this gap - it’s slow and you don’t notice just how much of your day is being used up just approximating health. Last week at the asthma doctor it just all hit me. I have a condition with that sudden flare up hives and breathing that could actually kill me and in order to survive it I need to take almost hospital or beyond hosp level meds just to approximate the things other people do on a daily basis…. You know, exotic things like BREATHE. okay, getting a handle on this s**t...... with whatever flared my autoimmune stuff starting this june/july thing here is how things look daily now: I have been a literal mental train-wreck getting things lined up this last week or so since the breathing flare, hives flare and general my autoimmune system going even more haywire than usual I am pretty much grieving the re...