Wolfhealer Writes

  I just held still Waiting Not even holding my breath Waiting to find breath to hold

  In 2017 I got beyond sick and my health collapsed Nathan, Me and Mori and Kuma had our puppy clumps Sparkles, Inara, Zozo, Kaylee, Malamutt  We were so so so sick physically for so long w new bebes Things broken that we couldn’t see between us Nathan and I had a car accident and life was weird I was still lightly traveling for work and working locally sans health I could hardly see or feel or hear Pictures of me didn’t even look like me Friends grew weary of the health issues People were driving wedges between us Nathan got lost and forgot who he knew me to be I didn’t know he was lost We misplaced each other In 2018 on my 48th birthday I ended a 14/15  year relationship  This ended the 3 person relationship that Nathan and I had shared Nathan and I were left together alone after recovering Inara restructured Nathan’s leg via headbutting and major surgery Silver and Tsuki: our redemption pack - the first healing around parenting I could not get my health right no...