Downshifting....

This was written weeks - almost two months ago and just never got uploaded.....


I am waking up and getting settled - today is the downshift into home all fall- this weekend was the last hurrah for travel until I am better on top of things $ wise!
 I woke up this morning early early with the strangest sense of disorientation - I felt like I have forgotten how to run the business of my business or how to advertise... it was TRULY a strange kind of scary thing.. I am getting the pups organized now - and then will start getting into the zone - but it was like I just fell off the work rhythm

I think part of it is the way this weekend shapes up - it's like there is only one day to advertise for ... and that's Thursday - anyway - this isn't making sense  - let me get my coffee and start typing again once it's in my bloodstream! HUGS! AM

----- I never got back to finishing this the day I started it... instead I did much writing for my business.. including this little piece updating my clients.....





Hello!
I hope this greeting finds you safe and warm watching the fall colors float by.
The river of timing of my sabbatical has changed course finding me back in my studio sharing time, essence and sensuality from now through the holidays.
I have moved the start date of my writing venture to April...


I will be maintaining my studio space in Puyallup while my new space is under construction AND construction will now start between January and February aiming for completion between March and June.

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